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Tuesday, August 10, 2010 @ 12:57 PM
felt like i can write a book from what i learnt after it. After my recent breakup, i felt like i no longer have confidence on love and relationship. there's no more "happily-ever-after" & "forever" in my dictionary anymore. I know i can live without him. cause the world wont stop revolving just because of someone. this is the 2nd-3rd week after the breakup. feeling better even though i still miss him at times and will get affected somehow. Everybody who loves me wants me to be strong and forget about him. My reply to them was... i need just need more time. Im sorry to those who believes in love at the moment. But i have to tell you the truth is that, there's no such thing as long lasting relationship at our age. Perhaps some young girls out there may hate me after reading this. but i dont care cause this is how i feel. i'll be strong. i'll be smiling as happy as everyone else. Im glad that im moving on alr. sometimes when things get worse, it's best to let go. The first few days of the breakup was the terrible days of 2010. i kept crying like a baby. every single min when i think of him, i'll get affected and cry! i cried like a bitch. so.. i realised that i had enough of cryings. eventually, i dont feel like crying again. For now, i just wanna stay single, no more falling in loves, being in a relationship. hate it. totally no confidence in love and relationship anymore. as i felt so naive in the past. i gave in all my efforts and love into this relationship. so a word of advise to girls out there, be prepared for the worst for everything not only for relationship and love. I know im very bad. but i dont care. cause this is how i feel. |
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